Another friend left happy :)

I recently had a very nice overnight session with a new friend, and he told me he was going to send me a letter to post in my testimonials or blog.  We had a great time together, and became real friends.  He did send that letter, but I haven't gotten around to posting it until just now...and it was such a sweet message too!  Read what he had to say about our visit together.

Dear Lady D,
     I am home from my trip, and everything was great.  I just wanted to email and thank you for our visit.  I enjoyed it so much, and had so many of my fantasies fulfilled.  Your way of doing the overnight visit is such a great idea.  It allows a person to reflect on the play that night, while anticipating whatever might be coming in the morning.  You are a deep thinker, and there was never a doubt in my mind that you really enjoy what you do, and enjoy helping others to enjoy themselves too.  I was amazed at how well equipped you were, and very impressed with your extreme consciousness about safety.   You are definitely one of the best people to visit for fantasy work, and I will plan to visit with you again.  
 

It always pleases me when my guests leave happy, and even more so when they set aside a few minutes to let me know.  

Pandora's Box documentary, and dis, dat, n da udder

I was watching a show on hulu, a docu-movie entitled "Fetishes", taped at Pandora's Box. If you're interested in seeing the video for yourself, you can see it here.

All of the dominatrixes who work at Pandora's Box were interviewed, as well as many of the clients. Re the dominatrixes, it appeared to be a unanimous conclusion that they consider what they do therapeutic, a conclusion with which I am in full agreement. The person doing the interview came to a conclusion of his own, and said something along the lines of, "Most fetishes are the realization of ones fears and nightmares."  What do you  think?
I know that I have seen this manifest itself in sessions with *some* of my clients, but I would not go so far as to say "most" times. I think some of them are just aroused by their fantasies, with fear not playing a part at all...in fact, some seem to want to take great pains to avoid being afraid (I suggest they do not request a kidnapping fantasy session ;). But I'd really like to hear from you, what is *psychological standpoint? Are you trying to face your fears, so hope for a theraputic session? Or is it all about sexual fantasy for you?

Another thing that most of the dominatrixes said was that they truly love men, and love what they do. I am also 100% in agreement with that statement, that's exactly how I feel. I love men, but I love the power exchange and synergy even more. Being the one person who can liberate the fantasies that have been kept hidden away for years and years makes me feel powerful beyond reason! I love that my clients are willing to share their fantasies with me, and allow me to become a part of them.

"Mistress Raven" owns Pandora's Box, but does not do sessions herself. When asked about her decision to stop holding sessions, she replied that she just got burned out...further explaining that the clients had drained all of her energy from her during her sessions, until she finally felt she had no more to give. That is an excellent point! I know what it feels like to be burnt out, albeit only in a temporary sense. As soon as I start feeling that my clients are just a job that I "must" do, I take a few days off, and when I start missing the power, and craving being a part of someone's fantasy, I get back to work again. This is also the reason that I will never hold more than two sessions per day, and if I have an overnight  or kidnapping fantasy session, I will not hold any other sessions on the days prior to and following the session, to avoid feeling overwhelmed by all the intense feelings and to allow myself to become grounded again.

Now, since I'm talking about how dominatrixes feel, I'm going to let you know some of the things that really annoy me...speaking of getting burnt out, lol. 

• Although I state very clearly on my website and in all my ads that I require 24 hours notice for all session requests, I get tons of messages such as this, "I know you like 24 hours notice...but can you see me this afternoon?" Why would someone even ask that? This appears to me as though they are telling me that they know what I'd like them to do, but that's not what they're *going* to do. NEWSFLASH! This is not just something I'd like, this is a REQUIREMENT.

• Clients who have the audacity to offer me more money if I will ensure them a "happy ending" to their session. I do not ever ensure a "happy ending", and I believe I've been pretty clear about that as well. If you are one of the fortunate ones who happen to achieve orgasm by my hands, or who is allowed to give himself relief before you are asked to leave, you're one of the lucky ones. I am a dominatrix, not a prostitute, so I will never exchange sex for money. And asking me if I will if you give me more money is only slightly better than asking any woman you might meet on the street if she'll give you an orgasm for money - it's just not acceptable!

• Clients who can't keep their hands to themselves. Most of you are pretty good about understanding that I have a "no touching" rule; or, more aptly put, a rule stating that you will not touch me (I still get to do a lot of touching). If I have reminded you once that you are not to touch me, that should be the end of the discussion.

• Clients who want to direct my scene, telling me what they want right down to the most minute detail, including how I should dress for them. I realize that this is something that a lot of dominatrixes are willing to accept, but I am not. I will *usually* wear whatever feels best to/for me at the time. I am unique, so please don't assume that just because another dominatrix is willing to do something, I must be too.

• Men who want to exchange endless email messages, and/or who want to know every detail about what will take place during our session together. First, I do not KNOW what will take place. This is not some play for which I have learned a script and stick with it, this is a real live fantasy session. I know what we'll do when we do it, and I see how you react/respond to what I'm doing. As for the endless email messages, I have stopped offering web training because it was consuming too much of my time. If I won't even spend so much time processing email when I'm getting paid for it, whatever makes you think you have the right to expect me to do so for free? To make matters worse, there are more people than you might realize who are willing to waste my time with endless email, and never even make an appointment. So that's why you may get a message from me letting you know that we've reached the end of our correspondence.

• Those with lots of "experience" who think they know everything they need to know about a session with a dominatrix...be sure to read the paragraph above. I do not require, or even want, an interview prior to the session. A large component in the dynamics of my scenes is the adrenalen rush that comes from being confronted by a woman you have never even so much as spoken to, and asked to strip naked and allow her to blindfold and bind you. When I first began holding professional sessions, I did meet with my clients prior to making an appointment, but they never felt quite right. When they showed up for their session, that initial thrill was noticeably absent - we already knew each other - some of the mystery was gone before we'd even had a chance to begin.

• Of course, the "no shows" are a real pet peeve. Even worse if he happens to be one of those who has pushed the email correspondence to the limit before finally making an appointment, only to not show up or even bother to let me know he's not coming. I have, in all likelihood, gone to a lot of trouble to be ready for his session, only to be stood up. If you make an appointment, I expect you to be here or else have the courtesy to let me know of a change in plans. No shows will be expected to pay in advance for any future session requests.

I know this looks pretty bitchy, and to those of you with whom I have been corresponding, don't worry, if I were upset with you I would have said something. If I DO say something, or have said something, perhaps reading this list of rants will help you understand why.




OK, so now what do YOU want to talk about?

More on tiny penis humiliation

I think I mentioned the appointment I had scheduled for last week...or was it the week before? (I think that bone infection has gone to my brain :sigh:) The appointment was for a pantyboy sissy / humiliation scenario, which was to take place immediately after I posted the link for Penis Advantage, the penis exercises that actually increase penis size. I already knew that this client could benefit from such exercises, as he sent me a photo of his tiny little penis in his introduction message.

Pretty tiny, isn't it? It does look cute tucked inside a pair of pretty panties, and the little bump in the front of the panties looks just precious! When I rubbed it he wet his panties a little.

Looking at it, and touching it when he was here, I could not imagine  trying to have sex with someone with such a teensy little thing! Why, I bet I wouldn't even be able to feel it, if he were able to somehow get in inside of me. Tsk tsk tsk. I bet he doesn't get a chance to even try to have sex very often, he does seem rather virginal and innocent - like a child. Perhaps that is why I found myself feeling maternal with him, his small stature, tiny penis (my 7 year old grandson's penis is bigger than his!), and shy demeanor combined to make me want to treat him like a child. So I turned him over my knee and gave him a stern spanking, followed by some tender nurturing so he wouldn't feel bad about needing a spanking. He hadn't actually done anything to deserve a spanking either, other than to have the nerve to show my his tiny little penis.

The only way I would ever even try to have sex with someone with a dick that small would be with a strap-on, or my chin or mouth dildo. If he were adept at other methods of having sex, perhaps he'd make an acceptable cuckold, but he admitted that he really doesn't have much sexual experience (in spite of his moderately advanced age) so doesn't really know how to please a woman. What a joke!

He really was a sweetie-pie though, just an adorable little boyish type. I would like to keep him, and dress him in little girlie ruffly panties, with a short shirt. I would play with him like a little doll, changing his clothes, dressing and re-dressing him, putting powder on his little bottom and his tiny penis. It would be fun to bring some of my lady friends over to have a look at my new little baby doll, so they could see what a cute little penis he had. I'm sure they'd all get a kick out of that (giggle). We could take turns holding him and playing with him, passing him around and cuddling him, spanking him, playing with his little dick. Maybe we'd even teach him how we expect dickless boys to satisfy their women, with fingers, tongues, and toys, so that he would have some real value to us, instead of just being treated like a playtoy.

But such a cute little toy he is! I'd really like to keep him :)

Sorry for the previous interruption...

I'm trying my hand at internet marketing, and from what I've seen, some of you could really benefit from PenisAdvantage! Therefore, the decision was made, none too lightly, to post one of my ads for the natural, permanent, penis enlargement exercise program on my blog. Since most of my clients never even see this blog, I just might post it on my website as well!

For those of you for whom below average endowment is a problem (or a curse), please do not take offense to the ad. I simply wanted you to know that there IS something you can do to change the situation, so no more excuses. By my reasoning, if you are a victim of a tiny penis, and you choose not to do anything to rectify the situation (and simultaneously improve your sexual skills), then you are just begging to be humiliated! Well, beg no more, I am happy to fulfill that need for you!

If you are not cursed with a tiny penis, before you get all cocky (pun unintentional, but apt), please note that you could also benefit from the PenisAdvantage exercise program. If all the men who claim they "really have what it takes" would put their money and effort where their...um...mouth is, there would be so many MUCH happier women in this world. Of course, if you really already know how to do everything it takes to satisfy your ladies, then there's no need to even pay attention to such information, is there? All I require is a signed testimonial from your lady, and I'll leave you alone (hehe).

Recent news, my infected jaw is infected again. Speaking of not doing everything possible to improve the situation...this all stems from a broken tooth that I have been unable to have taken care of at an affordable (to me) clinic yet, so the infection is back. My face is swelling again as I type, and I have appointments scheduled the entire time until I am finally able to get in to have this tooth taken care of. I just might end up having to cancel some of them, if I can't get the antibiotics to work before the swelling becomes too nasty.  Keep your fingers crossed, or light a candle or say a prayer for me that I will be able to get this taken care of once and for all, before any more damage is done.

Beyond that, I've been staying busy with live appointments and the new internet marketing that I hope will actually start to pay out a little bit pretty soon. Speaking of that, even if you don't want to go to the PenisAdvantage site, you could at least click some of the other advertisement links on my blog...I get paid for those as well ;)

That's all for today, I need to start getting ready for my next appointment, which will, coincidentally, be heavy with small penis humiliation LOL!

Does Size Really Matter? Ask a Lady!

(Psssst....it DOES!)

If you are below average in the endowment area, chances are you're not getting much feedback about it. That would just be rude. Instead, the woman who witness your shame will say nothing, and  avoid being caught with her pants down with you again. Or, more aptly, vow to avoid being caught with YOUR pants down again! But she probably won't be rude about it and tell you the reason. After all, it's not YOUR fault that you were not blessed with a 9 inch erection, is it?

You try to work with what you've got, since you haven't got a choice. And your lady will probably pretend it doesn't matter, maybe pretending to the point of faking an orgasm or two since you can't satisfy her needs. That is just how it has always been and always will be. You are embarrassed, ashamed, feeling inadequate and trying your best to make up for it in other ways...but is that enough to sustain a relationship? Or will she yearn for a deep, maximum thrust penetration, when all you have to offer is a tickle and a tease? But it's not your fault, there's nothing you can do about it, right? Sure, there are pills, pumps, creams, weights, and even costly surgery you could look into. Chances are, you've already looked into one or more of those options, but the results were either unnoticeable or temporary, so you've given up on trying to find a way to enlarge your penis, and are forced to accept that you can't change it.

But what if you could? What if you could learn a series of exercises to do, using only your hands, to make your penis grow longer and thicker? And what if this took only 6 minutes a day? What if, after a few weeks of doing these exercises, you found that you had more stamina, more control, and were even able to achieve multiple orgasms?

That is exactly what PenisAdvantage can do for you! So I ask you, are you really happy to accept your penis size? Or are you ready to try The Penis Advantage?

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But here is another important reason to allow Penis Advantage to work for you; besides enjoying your rock hard erections, multiple orgasms, enhanced sexual performance, and just all 'round great sex life...remember, your lady can see this ad too! She knows there IS something you can do about, not only the size of your penis, but your ability to keep her satisfied for hours. She would really rather be home making hot, passionate love with you for hours, but in your present state you are more likely to see her making plans to go out with her friends than to stay home and face yet another disappointing evening...or 3 minutes...of unsatisfactory sex. 

With just 6 minutes a day, you will find all that changed. With your new, enlarged penis and more capable love making, you will also find yourself feeling more confident and assured in your life. Why wait any longer? Why keep enduring feelings of sexual inadequacy? PenisAdvantage clients say that their new larger, thicker, and healthier penis has improved their lives in every way! So why not begin improving yours now? Click here to join PenisAdvantage today!

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Your penis is made up of three chambers, two large ones which run along the top (Corpora Cavernosa) and one smaller one (Corpus spongiosum) that runs along the bottom of your penis.

When you get an erection, the larger chambers are the parts that fill with blood, in turn causing your penis to expand. Your penis size is currently limited to the amount of blood these two main chambers can take, when they're full, you have your maximum erection size.

The key to enlarging your penis, is to use special techniques designed to increase the amount of blood that these chambers will hold. The more blood that gets into the penis, the bigger it becomes!

PenisAdvantage works by breaking down the cell walls and gently forcing more blood through them. The penis then repairs itself growing the cells back larger and stronger than ever before, which allows a greater intake of blood and therefore resulting in a larger, fitter and more attractive penis.

The penis, although not a muscle, is very similar to any other part of the body - If you don't exercise it, then it'll never be as good as it could be!

Imagine if you'd never done any exercise before, think how unfit you'd be!!!

Most men, including you, have very underdeveloped, unfit penises. That will all change - starting today..."
 

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And yet another boy denied!

I am having an extended (24 hours) live session with this boy next week, so the following are the tasks I have set for him to prepare for the upcoming, 24 hour, LIVE tease session!  This should be so much fun, I am getting more and more excited as the time nears.  I have even purchased a "clit teaser" online, which should be delivered just in time!  Of course, I plan to strap or tape the clit teaser to the frenulum of my new cock, when I use it.

Since it is now mine, surely you'd be willing to care for it in the way I ask you to until after I have finished with it...right? :) (that was a sweet, innocent smile, btw)

Here is what I'd like for you to do for me.  Regardless of whether you are dating or being teased by anyone else, I want you to tease yourself, beginning this evening.  It doesn't have to be for a long time, just take it to the edge and stop before you cum.  One time is fine, for tonight.

Then, tomorrow (Thursday):  all I want is for you to edge a total of 5 times.  You can take all day if you want, or you can split it between morning and evening.  Just make sure you edge no more, and no less, than 5 times.  Preferably split into different sessions.

Friday:  Moving into the weekend.  Is that an exciting time for you?  Does it just get you all tingly?  Celebrate TGIF by stroking my little cock for me, but not TOO much.  Again, just take it to the edge and stop...let's make that 6 times.  Be sure to remember to tickle my balls and nipples too!

Saturday: MORE edging.  I would like you to edge as many times as possible - no less than 5 times, preferably 10 or more.  Trust me when I tell you I'm going easy on you.  I'm allowing you to determine the number of strokes, the speed, the location (shaft or head, or both)...EVERYTHING is in your hands (hehehe).  Everything but your orgasms, that is.  Enjoy it today (or suffer through it, whichever the case may be), because this is the end of you touching it AT ALL until I'm finished with it.

Sunday - Monday: NO MORE TOUCHING IT.  Hands off!  Sit to urinate so you don't need to hold it.  You may wash it, but not with your bare hands.  Use a washcloth or sponge, and only for washing, no extra touching!  Do not let anyone else touch it either, please...it's had enough attention for awhile (tee hee).

TUESDAY!:  It will soon be mine!  You will present it all tied up in a ribbon, with a nice bow tied to it...please?

Dear Goddess Lady D,

As You have instructed, Your cock was edged once last night (in the shower) and five times this morning, and was not allowed at any time to cum. Now, an hour after this morning's experience, Your cock and nipples are still tingling, Your cum-filled balls are aching slightly, my pulse is still elevated, and i can feel a razor's edge of frustration cutting through me. Your Astroglide-lubricated cock was brought to the edge this morning by stroking with varied speed, firmness, and location on the shaft, three times accompanied by light, lubricated nipple massaging, and light underarm tickling with a feather, once accompanied by nipple massaging alone, and once accompanied by light touches with a vibrating feather moving ever so slowly and slightly over the area just under Your balls. Each time, Your cock oozed copious amounts of precum, i was panting so hard that i could not catch my breath, and, right at the edge, my whole body was trembling with delicious frustration. i must confess, though, that most of my excitement stems not from what i am being subjected to now, but rather from the anticipation of what i will be experiencing in just a few days, when my naked, tightly bound, and helpless body is under Your complete control, so that You may tease and deny Your cock relentlessly and mercilessly, all the while sadistically delighting in the evil predicament You are forcing the mind and body to which Your cock is attached to endure solely for Your pleasure and amusement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another report from my little edger toy

After more that ten days of orgasm control and denial training, Mistress Lady D, finally gave me permission to relieve “Her” aching cock and balls on Tuesday evening! This orgasm did not come easy or cheap, and was granted only after intense training that including multiple daily “edgings” with reporting to the Goddess. I learned through this training that as a submissive to Lady D the genitals attached to my body are no longer mine to do with as I please...they are Her exclusive property, only to be handled in a time, manner and duration as directed by Her! In my particular situation, they were handled frequently, in fact, several times per day...I masturbated daily on multiple occasions, but was denied the ultimate reward each time...I was not permitted to spill “Her” cum.

On Tuesday evening Mistress alerted me via email that I would finally be releasing “Her” cum. She sent me instructions to prepare myself properly while She enjoyed dinner. Per Her orders, I stripped naked and inserted my pink, sissy butt plug. I then used a one-inch paint brush to gently tease and stroke Mistresses cock and balls as I awaited Her further instructions...roughly 30 minutes. When Mistress returned, She ordered me to replace the paint brush with my hand...to begin petting and caressing “Her” cock and balls in earnest...in preparation for my impending release. Of course I was not to orgasm until given final permission!

In obedience to Mistress, I began stroking Her cock and balls...in long, slow, gentle strokes. I brought myself to the edge several times during a 20 minute period...absolutely delirious with need and pleasure by this point...and knowing in the back of my mind...that in the end, Mistress could call off the orgasm and order me to put “Her” cock away...that today was NOT to be the day of my release! But in the end...She did send me the order to “CUM NOW!”...and I did. I masturbated furiously...”Her” cock pointed downward into a cup I had staged for this moment (Mistress had directed that “Her” cum would not be wasted, but recycled...to be consumed by me upon discharge). I came with an orgasmic intensity I did not know was possible! After 10-plus days of intense tease and denial, the orgasm was nearly “earth shattering” and the cum produced was more copious than I had ever managed before...to use the word “intense” would not give justice to the event! This was a full body event...the orgasm felt in every cell in my body!

Having discharged my pent up need into the cup, I knelt in humble submission...bowed my head and brought the cup to my lips...I consumed every drop of hot cum...as ordered...in respect, adoration, obedience, and submission to my Mistress!

I have now moved into the next stage in my training as a slave/servant to Mistress Lady D. I'm not sure exactly what this stage holds, but it has begun with Her order to immediately stop wearing men's underwear. I will now be permanently pantied (at least until She orders otherwise). I've also been directed to sit to urinate from now on... in proper sissy fashion...it becomes clear, that this slave is about to embark on some form of sissification training at the hands and direction of the wonderful Mistress Lady D. I will strive to obey and please Her...to submit in a fashion that brings credit to Mistress and to myself. Her pleasure and praise is ample reward for this slave!

I kneel in humble submission and thank You, Mistress for allowing this slave the honor and privilege of being trained by You!

 

In complete submission and obedience to the Goddess,